you're in love with someone you can't have. (slowed songs) - Love & Chill Vibes

Love is so hard im exhausted but i cant stop my stupid brain wont stop falling and i hate it

I think I need to stop falling in love, I’m just hurting myself again and again. But I feel like I can’t stop, my heart feels too much all the time.

"you can't have someone unless they want and need you for the rest of their life"

sigh

I've been in love with my best friend for the last four years. He's everything to me and I can't ever risk losing him. A piece of my soul dies each time I realize I can't have him.

I'm in love with a girl name jun...but shes not real..shes from a game called my dystopian robot girlfriend...its because the way we treat each other,the feelings...its felt real..i hope,i hope she's real...

Two Christian enby queer people btw

I love her. She has a boyfriend. I’m trying to stop, I can’t. It hurts so much when she calls me her best friend. How can I get better?

There is an inherent beauty in being a rough draft in a world obsessed with polished final versions; it means you are still capable of being rewritten.

The most profound maturity is learning to stop explaining your silence to those who only listen to the noise.

Everyone who reads this, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the world

There's a girl whose name I won't say, because even in a place like this I fear she might read my comment and somehow, some why, recognize it as my words.

We've been friends for nearly three years now, and honestly, at first she just seemed like an annoying brat without self control to me. The very first time we met, I had to keep my arm lifted up for her head to rest so she wouldn't fall to the ground and had to keep her head on check so she wouldn't hit the window on accident, all because she came back too drunk to our school transport to even try and worry for herself. This went on for a while, maybe around a month, and during that month I only saw her as a constant hindrance.

As time went on I eventually started to care for her in a way I didn't usually care for others. I started to grow fond, and she didn't make it easy for me to not to do so. She would usually, despite having a boyfriend, lay on my shoulder daily and act like she always wanted my attention, as if she was trying to give me a signal that we were a little more than friends. She even cheated on her boyfriend once, and rarher than giving me a normal reaction like making me think "hey, that's not okay" it just gave me hope maybe there was a chance of us ever being something. So so, as the days kept going I eventually found myself even more drawn to her, and I started to discover we had many many things in common such as the very important catalyst that would become later on, chainsaw man. I read all the numbers thanks to her. I already liked chainsaw man, but It grew to be on my high top 5 after that, thus, we watched the movie together when it came out. By then I had already figured out I fell for her, and cosplaying together when it came out, watching it just the two of us alone in the cinema much like the movie showed Makima and Denji, it all just dug a deeper hole in my heart, one where she gracefully laid on. I felt like it was meant, like every little thing that happened between us was supposed to happen because it'd be just right if something happened between us. That's at least what I've been pondering about all this time. She's had many boyfriends as time has went on, and every time it hurts to see her with someone else, but I can't bring myself to even think of the possiblity of leaving her side and so I stay, unwavering, despite knowing it's wrong. I tried all to ease my mind off her, I had five girlfriends during this time. Truth be told I ended up breaking up with all of them because none of them felt like her, and I honestly never saw them for the person they were, just the one I was trying to find. Even now I don't feel guilty or bad for them or for what I did, because I can only think of her. We've another duo cosplay due now, and she has another boyfriend. This one has lasted a lot more than the past ones, and they've had some trouble. I mean actual trouble, as in they even had to resort to a physiologist and had to break up for a while, though they eventually crawled back together. Despite her being bruised most of the time, and even though the guy admitted once he only missed his ex and only stayed with her because he felt compelled to be with her despite only wanting his ex back. He hurts her a lot, and I hate him for it. How could he not see the beautiful girl I see, even though it's so clear?
I know better than trying to get her to leave him, because she clearly loves him even after all that. She's in love, and people will let themselves be beat up and treated like garbage for the sake of the person they love most. Hence, I will stay by her side and do what I can so that she won't fall apart because of him. This love of mine can go unnoticed, and even if it hurts a lot I can't help but stay fixed on her. She's my everything even if to her, I'm barely something. I failed an entire year on purpose to stay behind with her, since she's one year younger than me. I indulged in drinking so I could spend more time with her, so I wouldn't break apart either. Eventually it's even become a habit of mine to drink whenever I feel this despair. This week we're watching the backrooms movie and getting drunk at the cinema. Then we'll watch some horror movies as she proposed to. It feels as if it was another signal pointing me at her, since she always draws herself closer to me whenever she feels scared. Whether it's her hand slightly reaching for mine, or her head falling upon my shoulders... As unable as I am to stop loving her, I will remain by her side even if it hurts this much, even though I believe she's never seen beyond me as nothing more than a friend. A best friend, maybe.

I come back to this video every time I get broken-hearted, which is many, many times

I liked this guy. Biggest crush on him, I’ve been crushing since the start of the year. Everyone says he’s bad, he’s the wrong guy. That he’s an a hole. I thought- him? Yea he’s dumb but… not that bad. He never told me he was sexist. Never told me that he was truly racist. I…had no words. Been weeks since I found out and I can’t even look at him. I’m scared… that if I talk to him again I’ll forget all the bad. Maybe it’s good that he’s someone I can’t. He’ll never know. And that’s good…right?

jst got over someone i couldn't have just to ask for a girls number, got rejected then my entire school found out and now im just that one kid that got rejected😔

Im so unlovable

Someone just rejected me😅😅. 😣

i recently caught feelings for my classmate girl. She has been my classmate for 3 years now and we barely talked, shes nerdy girl who doesnt talk much and im loud and mix of introvert and extrovert. She smiled few days ago, and i got butterflies all over my body, which has never happened to me with my peers. Falling in love with someone in general is something that happens to me once in years and i mean like actually get this special unique warm feeling. Now shes in my head rent free and i cant stop looking at her. Worst part is i dont even know if shes gay and single plus im very much aware im not her type of person and she wont have the same feelings in return very likely. My plan is to get over her asap, but it sucks catching rare feeling for such a wonderful person knowing youre not so wonderful for them to deserve you.

I feel like such an idiot for falling in love with a fictional character. it's been three years and I still wish she's real and laughing by my side.

1% Love 99% memories .

Being..a bi..and falling in love with your best friend who is straight..and yk..you can't have her..even can't tell her...it's modt hurting feeling...my heart is aching with this secret..😭😭😭

I hate it. I wish these emotions would just disappear forever. They are useless if I can't use them

I always loved watching love movies, especially those from the 2000s, where everything was spontaneous, warm, the protagonists ran to reach the love of their life, the words were painful and at the same time intimate, I always loved all that but I never thought about wanting to fall in love with someone, since I was a child I saw couples and smiled with joy when I saw them in love but I never longed for something like that or if I did but I never saw myself in love with someone, I always said that if I fell in love it would be at 26 years old, when I was already an adult and had the maturity to know how to cope with that, I never felt attracted, nor did I like anyone, but in the 3rd year of high school there was a boy, with whom I shared a seat in class, he was the most intelligent and best student in the grade, he was shy but at the same time extroverted and happy, I was someone who was quiet, reserved, he started talking to me, I only nodded at his answers, Not very interested but out of education by listening attentively, I began to let go a little more, to talk about my tastes, the movies I loved, the books I adored, the music that was part of my life since I was born and there were several things in which we agreed, we began to talk more, to also talk by message, I fell in love little by little as well as becoming friends, I began to pay attention to every minimal aspect, to adore her smile, her laugh, her brown hair dark that seemed black but it was not, to count his moles, small details that became big, several confusing things happened, he said he felt the same, we were not a couple because neither of us felt ready, I was not ready and I explained to him, he distanced himself from me, he began to meet other people, I watched from afar hurt, I cried at night, because I missed his laughter, his presence, his contact, I missed his jokes and bad jokes but they were everything to me, I missed our friendship, time passed and they began to tell me that the most likely thing was that he said that on a dare, it was where I had a bad time, one day he apologized saying that he didn't deserve to have me as a friend because he had a secret, I told him that I loved being his friend, and I asked him about my insecurity that if he said it on a dare and that I wouldn't get angry, he didn't answer me, we grew apart, we talked again on vacation but this time I walked away, I walked away because that it hurt me to stay by his side, it hurt me because I kept missing him, he was my friend but I realized that he never really felt anything, that time I confessed to myself, that I chose to speak and not be silent was where I learned that sometimes it was better to keep something to yourself, I'm still in love with him, I no longer speak although I learned to love him from afar and in silence

I had her, and now I can't have her ever. And it's all my fault. Living is hard these days. Just thought I would put this out here to say, always treat the one you love with respect and the kindness they deserve.

It's hard to forget the past how can I cope up with this😭😭😭

This vibe hurts in such a beautiful way… perfect for late night overthinking 💔🌙

I'm actually interested in the money, not him. I don't get how anyone can cry over someone????
I'm crying because I don't have enough money for a new bag
But I did like the playlist

Do you have a this playlist in Apple Music?

My dream girl likes my friend 💔

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be truly loved and understood, to whoever is reading this thank you here’s my story: I spent the last 5 years trying to find love until I found someone who made me feel something again that I hadn’t felt since the one girl. I broke the news that I know she’s in love with someone else but I still want to be friends even though I really love her I’m gonna let go of my feelings and that if she develops feelings it’s gonna be hard for her to bring back my feelings. She almost cried on call last night I could tell she said Lucas you’re allowed to like/love me but I told her to love is to let go until she’s ready for me

good

I mog her bf so why

What should I do? Miss you so much that I can't even cry... I know we shouldn't be together but... I just don't know... Hope I didn't hurt you knowing how much you like me too.... Just i need you more than anything rn... Miss you and I'm sorry

Liked this random guy, couldn’t keep my eye off of him for months.. though when I finally made a move,
I learned he had a girlfriend.

I honestly don’t know why I’m spilling this… He totally likes me, but keeps insisting that I deserve someone better. It’s crazy because he’s just a month younger than me, but he feels so mature and sweet. He’s the only guy who hasn’t hurt me, apart from my Dad. Seriously, he’s so kind and actually cares. He never ghosts me, which is a huge deal, but he just isn’t ready for the kind of relationship I want. I get it, but it stings. Why can’t he see how awesome we could be together? It just gets me thinking about all the what-ifs. Why is it so hard for him to realize how special this thing between us really is? It hurts so bad.. He calls me "Moon", like come on

May your day be filled with kindness, laughter, and a sense of deep satisfaction.

Just a friendly reminder: small steps lead to big changes. Keep moving forward!

I don't usually comment stuff like this, but I really just need to talk about it and get all my thoughts out. This'll be long, but I just need to rant.
I'm in some orchestra stuff for my school, and there's this guy that also does all the orchestra stuff, and I've always looked up to him. He's talented, sweet, very funny, and he inspires me a lot. I developed a crush on him when we went on a trip with our orchestra group to Europe. I would look at him, just admiring him. Sometimes he'd notice me staring and I'd quicky look away. With the amount of times that happened, he definitely knew I liked him. We'd rarely ever talked, but I see him and I hear him and I so desperately wish to be his friend. I thought it would pass after that trip. But here we are, rehearsing for our musical. I sit so close to him, and I still stare all the time. He's beautiful, and I love paying attention to all the little things he does. He knows for sure, but now it's not so awkward. Now, when he sees me looking while we're both playing our music, he smiles back at me and sees my own smile grow. I love that he's getting more comfortable with me, I silently check up on him and ask him if he's doing alright with a thumbs up, he makes jokes and always looks over at me for my reaction, and we talk more often now. It makes me really happy. Whenever he has a solo, I watch him play. Sometimes he notices after and we smile at each other, and I'll give him a thumbs up. Today I got to give him an extra copy of a song he was missing, and he thanked me. Both of our stand partners were missing, so we were the only two violins in the first row, and after rehearsal he told me I did a good job. He makes me feel those stereotypical crush feelings that I've never felt for anyone else.
Well, here's the thing. He has a boyfriend, which is why I haven't done more than I have and I haven't been pushy and asked for his number or anything. But that's not the worst part; he's a senior, and I'm a sophomore. And there's about two weeks left of school for seniors. Which means in about two weeks, I'm probably never going to see him again. I can handle never being in a relationship with this guy. But, I'm never going to get to be his friend, either. That's what I originally wanted. That's what I've wanted this whole time, to just get to know him and spend time with him. And now I was just starting to, and it's all about to end. I'm going to miss him so much, and I'll tell him that I'll miss him. I hope maybe he offers to give me a way to contact him, because I'm too nervous to ask. But I still feel like it'd be awkward.
He asked me a bit about myself today, and I'm so happy that he'll at least leave knowing the important stuff about who I am.
I love you Luca, and I'm going to miss you a lot. I wish the absolute best for your future.

Im glad I got to experience something which was love? Circumstances change things but I knew the risks of what I was stepping into and I dont regret it but I miss it I wish she didnt change or maybe I was stupid afterall

I wonder how it feels to love and be loved fairly. Hay.

I just wonder why I keep falling for people I'll never have..I fell for a man that's exactly my type but I know well he will never have the same feelings for me

I miss him so much.. He held my hand today and made sure I was okay and happy.. I only get to see him next Friday now..

I used to think I missed him but the more I think about it, I just miss the idea of him. He has a wife and a child. I dunno. Yes it hurts me. Yes he still creeps into my dreams even when I go the whole day without thinking about him. But fuck man. I can’t keep living my life in delusion thinking he’d come back to me. He’s gone, LONG gone. More gone than how I used to be smoking weed and drinking, trying to forget him.
I want to be in a relationship, a GOOD one. But i need to work on myself for a while. Get myself on my feet and take care of my health. Then maybe, MAYBE, I can find someone that I can fall in love with and they can fall in love with me just as much as I do.
I hope the chance never comes down to 0.