Chance Peña - i am not who i was (Official Audio)
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Chance Peña - i am not who i was (Official Audio)
Wasted my whole live by Running away from my toxic Family, my traumatised Heart. Through different countries, abusing all Kind of drugs, starting over again and again. Never loved. Never settled. Never sober. Never knew what a healthy home felt like. 39 years. And then Jesus called me by my name, saved me, healed my Heart, filled it with so much love that from one day to the other I just stopped taking drugs. Its 4 months of being sober. Got baptized. Absolutely wild ride. Still Not sure where I am heading but it’s the first time i feel real love and something like a home with my church Family. Full Trust in the lord that one day he will let me fully arrive and share the love i have in him with another human. Full trust in my lord and saviour and the future wild holy ride while this Song is the Soundtrack of it 🙏✝️🕊️🤍
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Just hearing this song for the 1st time and im in love ❤
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Please pray for me im losing my mind right now... I hope no one get to this point of my life right now whoever listening to this you have a good heart and you are loved.
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Lyrics:
É hoje nessa estrada escura que eu encontrei… eu mesmo morta no meio da rodovia.
Eu me encontro morto na estrada escura durante a madrugada.
Eu vir você me atropelando dez mil vezes.
Eu te amo sem merecer e te odeio inevitavelmente.
Mas oro a Deus, pedindo pra que desfie o meu ódio.
Mas eu oro a Deus pedindo pra que desfie o meu ódio.
I've been living on the road
Made a buck off my soul
I’m on repeat! The only complaint I have is it ends too soon!
I've been singing stories to the crowd
Been a while since I've been home
Heard this today on Sullivans crossing what a song ❤
Think about you every night
Wonder what it would've been like
MAY 3RD, anyone here?
If I stuck around and settled down
Maybe in another life
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So if I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
Discovered this masterpiece at my lowest on 12th April 26 at 5 am after not sleeping the entire night. I broke down listening to this banger! Thankyou Chance Pena for healing parts of me that I thought would never heal!
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
There is some sort of sadness to this song. The kind of song that stirs up a lot of sentiments. Melancholic for sure!
You keep me steady on the ground
When my head's lost in the clouds
Makes me so joyfull to live for someone.. And that someone is my all life..
That spot light though it shines bright
Could never drown you out
Me and my boyfriend are in love with this song we are both suicidal but are slowly healing and this song has helped us both.
I know it's hard when I'm away
I just hope you don't lose faith
Wish this song was longer!
Cuz I told the truth when I said to you
That I'll be back someday so
J’écoute en boucle cette musique ahah !
If I fly too far
Will I still have a place inside your heart
When you see what I've become
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
Amo tanto essa música ❤
Will you love me for who I am, not who I was
#ChancePena #LongLostLover #LoverstoStrangers
bro this song is lit.. like its lowkey the best song ever
More User Perspectives
Thank you Sullivan's Crossing for this gem of a song!
@alexcelsmiley9882A friend recently told me about chance peña and how much of an impact his music has had on her! So recently I gave him a listen and I'm happy to say I've bought some tickets for me and my friend and we can't wait to see him live he's unbelievably talented and I'm so grateful to my friend for sharing him with me and the funny thing is she knew my taste without my telling her it must just be a certain vibe I gave off 😂
@onlyhereforNFI lost my partner 2 years ago and this reminds me of him
@emmalouisemcdonald5002🖤
@IzandriSnyman-t3ta dear friend recommended me this beautiful song thanks 🔥🍷
@jimmyhopkins6031My ex girlfriend of 2 years started listening to this song a lot right before she broke up with me. It was pretty hard for me. I stayed sober for about 4 months afterwards, afraid of what I might do (to myself) if I got drunk. I moved across the country. It's been about a year and a half since we broke up. We haven't talked to each other since. I just rsvp'd to an online invitation the oher day, and I saw that her name was on the rsvp list as attending. It's a wild coincidence, because neither of us knew the host of the party while we were together, and as I mentioned, I moved across the country. Anyway, I've got mixed feelings about seeing her again. I don't really want to talk to her, but at the same time, I don't want the possibility of running into her scare me away from living my life. Anyway, idk if anyone has read this far, but the party is in about a month. I'll try to remember to check back in here if anyone is interested in how it goes. Idk if I want to say 'wish me luck', but maybe wish me some clarity as to why our paths are crossing again.
@damienkroyal8310His Music so heartwarming!!
@christianrod13This song makes me feel like I'm at the end of a House MD episode. Believe it or not, but an end filled with sorrow and, of course, pain.
@gabriel72737I just moved abroad, it´s only been a month. I feel like it was the right decision but I don´t see myself staying long term, somehow this experience makes me value more what I had back home and how good I had it after all. I do want to travel and know the world but I feel so torn.
@lisapgp🥲🫠🥲😭🫶🏼🤎🧡💛
@aziagillett9521ELEVEN OF SEPTEMBER SONG
@JudithJeanPierreFredericAndrea nungaray ❤
@savagemendez8326just enjoy
@wangHans-z2l❤❤❤ Comin home
@YoungChance1221A melody made for the soul to hear !
@Getoverhere-v9qi sacrificed so much for her. to make sure she was safe and afloat. she left so easily
@bringmethepeace1927Gets me everytime. 😢
@aliciabodingtonHe is my Lost Love. I have my regrets and take comfort in memories of us. We never were together because of me... Didnt tell him about my medical conditions and used my moms illness as a clutch to hide from social interactions and vulnerability, saying she needs me at home which was partly true. He loved me all throughout school. Never gave him a chance because i didnt want to drag him in. I was scared.
My heart yearns for him. He has and always will have a place in my heart. Maybe in a different life i would have been braver and stuck around instead of running away
I don't have much words to say but i'll tell you this that "Thank you", thanks for this song, it may not be the most popular song, but i tell you, that it'll always be most closer to me
"Thank you for this song"
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@mostknownunknown571I wish this song was longer I would listen to it all day it hits home like a mo fucker! On real shit. Love it. Great job
@LaurahickertGoing through something hope she'd still love me when I'll get better
@ElectricMusic21Hello, I'm a Korean fan who's been listening to your music for three years now. I happened to hear "I am not who I was" and have been listening to and buying your new songs ever since. So, I'm wondering if you could please release your older tracks on Melon Music as well? In Korea, your music is only available on Melon Music, and it's a shame that older tracks like "I am not who I was" and "Bleeding Out" aren't available there. If you happen to see this, I really hope you'll consider it. - From a Korean fan of your music.
@정윤-u9dwunderschön :)
@christinethalmair8011❤
@ricardosalazar2047Almost ended my life multiple times over the last 5 years, still have thoughts every once in while, but I’m still here for me and the little ones in my family that keep me going
@pepesilva1135I break down listening to this song because I wish all my love ones who passed away I miss you and I will never forget you one day I'll be with y'all again keep dancing in heaven 💗
@DomVilla-xu1nwnever stop singing omg
@angelesducielwow
@angelesducielyour voice is so sweet
@angelesducieloh my god thank you for blessing my ears
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